I could no be who I am with out you, you were mi first born and I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you, who would have know that such a precious child would have the impact that you made in my life...
You became my first teacher even thou I thought I knew almost everything when you were born, patiece, unselfishness, kindness and joy are few of the thing you thought me.
With you I and for you I became a warrior, a doctor, lawyer, mediator and some other things, you were my guiding light, my north star and the end of my raimbow... I would have not know nothing if it wasn't for you,
On this Mother's day I want to honor your life and thank you for all the love that you gave me and I was able to give you, this is the fifth year without you and none of those feelings have deminish a bit, for I know that we are eternally bound together and we will be reunited in no time ... I love you my adored son so much that words can't describe it.
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I miss you my baby... I whish you were here / Mom
My precious son, I just wrote you a letter and it disappeard, I know you want to let me know you are near me and for that I love you,
I miss you will all my heart, and whish you were here to be my valentine, and to get one of your big hugs and big kisses...
Last week I went to see your baby with Jerry we had the best time he come and gave me a hug and a kiss and told me Grandma "I love you"... those words made my whole day... he is sweet and smart... we took him to the lake and to the snake farm... he had a great time
We are planning a family vacation that you would have loved, we are going on a cruise to Soain, Turkey, Greek Island, France and italy, I have asked crystal and your son to come along hope they will join us it is going to fun to have the whole family together.
Victitor you know that you are in my mind every single day and that I love you with all my heart, continue to keep an ee on all of us we need your heavenly protection , look out for your son and keep him safe as well as your brother... he is trying to get a break in his music... i know you are cheering hip from heaven
Erika and her husband are raising their baby and everyone else id doing fime, we all miss you, you know that your are in my heart day and night and my love for you will cease in this earth the day we meet up in heaven.
With all the love in the world you mom that loves you
As we roll into another Christmas without you it is my hope and wish that you are in Jesus arms, holding you and letting you know we will see each other again, I miss you so very much, the agony of your death some times is to much to bear but this season reminds me of the great hope we all have...One day we will be together and we will never be apart, Every one is coming tonight the only ones that are missing is you and your son Vinnie in person but you two are in my heart every second, … Please my adored son, as we approach the New year intercede for all of us, that we may get along and let go all the bad feelings specially between Cristal and I, I don’t have the energy to continue the way we are… Keep an eye on your brother Jerry, he really needs your advice and love more that ever… Erika need your protection as she awaits for the results of her test, We all love you so much and miss you greatly… I love you baby with all my heart Merry Christmas in heaven precious son
Victor, en estos ultimos dias te he estado recordando mucho. no sabes cuanto me hubiera gustado haber podido compartir mas tiempo contigo. Todos en casa siempre te recuerdan con mucho amor y eso me llena de alegria.
Querido primo, cuida mucho a tu Mami, a toda la familia y gracias por toda la ayuda.
Mis Oraciones por ti primito, siempre te recuerdo con mucho carino.
Me puse a ver tus fotos del slideshow desde que naciste hasta ya grande, que recuedos tan lindos como tu sonrisa, desde donde estes cuida a mama, a tus hermanos y a Vince. Te extraño.
I am sitting at my desk thinking of you, today is December 10th, my heart is heavy with sadness and with pain, in three days the life I knew before will cease to end and it will mark the 4th aniversary of your death.
Some days I don't question Why? some days I do... for some it is a long time since you left us, for me is so short and so sad, some days I long to hear yor voice and your laugh, some days I want to see you walking in the house...
You are always in my mind and in my heart, I miss you so much...
I spoke with your son last sunday, he send me a big kiss to heal my eye... he has all the magic kisses for me... I know he doesn't know it but he does have magic kisses, for every time he gives me one it does heal my soul, he is starting to look like you, his deameanor is the same as yours and when we spend time together we do have fun.
I don't understand why things had to be the way they are but I am so grateful for the miracle of his life, I know that God has a plan for everything and I may not understand it but I need to learn to trust Him.
I know you are looking out for all of us from heavens above... and we need your love and protection.. some days I think I hear your voice telling me, "Don't worry Mom I am watching out for you"
I was blessed to have you as my son and I love you more than words can say.
Typing 47 months ago seems like a long time ago and yet in my heart it is like yesterday, the "why" still haunt me and wish it never had to happen, I love my adored son with all my heart.
Life for many has continiued on, you are just a thought of the past for me you are ever present, I carry your memory in my heart alone wondering and whising you were here with us.
Tomorrow I will be in Texas trying to come to terms with the mother of your son Vinnie, as when and how many times i will visit him, how sad that it has come to this... remember when we used to talk about your kids how much they were going to be part of our lives , that I will baby sit them... this is so far for what you wanted but as I promised you I will do what ever is in my power for him to be part of our lives...
He is so sweet and smart and cute , I know that you are watching him and watching us... I love you baby and I misss you. if angels have the power to interced in behalf of us please sweet child touch his mother heart and make her understand that all I want is the best for Vinnie... he needs to know about you ... I will give him a hug in your name tomorrow...
Remember sweet boy that for as long as I live you will never be forgotten and my love will follow you till we me t again.
Just wanted say thank you for your sweet kind words, you are a really truly wonderful woman, Victor must have been an amazing young man to be raised by such a caring mother.
Many hugs to you, and Victor sweet heart up there stay close to mum whos heart will never stop missing you and its always broken. Help her pain to ease and may her heart be filled with all the love that you feel for her. Let her know how much you love her to comfort her in her days of missing you.
today marks the 3 years and 9 months since you left us so abruptly, during this time my heart has never stop aching for you and my mind thinking of you, there has been moments that I want you so bad, I need you here, but the person who needs you the most is your son, Vinnie, as i promissed you , I made my call to be his advocate.
He is a wonderful child, very sweet and loving, I am trying to get permanent visitations so he can come and spend time with us, he needs to know who his family is and how much we love him... he also wants to come to our home...
Please my baby, where ever you are keep an eye on him, he needs your heavenly protection, and I need your support... life with out you is very difficult and I have to wear my mask every day...
Erika andher family are back in the house and your nephew makes my days happy, he is a real carachter... has a mind of his own and a strong temper but he is sweet and loving in his own terms...
Jerry is doing okay, he is involved in his group and he is very happy, wich makes me happy..I love my Jerry very much and I constantly pray that he is okay.
I love my baby and my love for you will never die for my love will follow you through eternity... say hello to my dad, Anita and Aguedita, you are in company of people who loved you very much in your time here with us...
Today is 3 years and 7 months since you left me, I miss you with all my heart and think of you every day, every mother who lost a child, the thought it comes to mind is to reverse the time, how much I want to do that.... I want to hold you tight and tell you in words that will carry my love through eternity that you and your brother are the best thing that has happened to me, not having you with us is the worst thing that have happened to me, I want my family back the way it was suppose to be... Yesterday I got a call from Vinnies Aunt and she said something really nice and at the same time it made me cry, she said that your son knows you are in heaven and he wants you to hurry up and come home...... in his sweet words he had express my feelings so well.... please my angel protect your baby, visit him and let him know you are near him, I will do my best to guide him and love him as much as have loved you.... Erika and her family maybe moving back, they want to save money to buy a home and I want to help them do that... she is a great daughter and her husband a great son in law... Jerry is doing great, he helped me paint the patio as we are expecting our relatives from Italy to come and visit us... Everything here is the same the only one who is missing is you and I am missing you... I am grateful that God has given me the opportunity to hold through your son, he is my only consolation... I love my baby, my child, my son, Your Mother that will forever love you....
I miss you soooo much, when I drive by the plces you used to go it hurts... I get so angry at the evil think that took your live, why my precious why? I spend the weekend with your son, it was bitter sweet for all I wanted is for us to be together and have the fun I had with him, I did the things I used to do with you, I taugh him how to swimm and he was so cute in front of a little girl who was there he was showing off... he is adorable, then we went to seaworld he loved it, he had so much fun and he was grateful for the time we had... seeing him happy it was all I needed. I know you were with us for all I did was mention your name he saw your pictures and he sais my daddy is cute and he gave you kisses...then i told him that you are always with him in the most beautiful star... he can see you and he pointed out a bright one and I said , yes darling he is right there looking out for you and protecting you... It is so hard to part ways with him, I will like to have him closer just to love him and teach him about you... he really makes my day, I also bought a car for his mother so she can take him to school and places, it saddes me for him to be always locked up in his home.., I hope his mother really takes advantage of this gift and goes and find her self a job ... she needs to learn to become independent...
I miss you son with all my might... and you know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART... i AM SENDING YOU A MILLION KISSES ACROSS THE TIME. I LOVE YOU BABY!
I feel,that I should One More Time to Thank You for being Amazing Mother. Victor use to talk about you a lot,all the time.He was so Proud of You,-- Proud of His Beautiful Mom and Best Friend.
He was so Thankful to You,You Fought for Him,You Excepted Him for Who He Was. He look up to You.He Respect You.He was telling,that the best food in the World,--it's His Mom's cooking,He wanted to open Restorant with You.I don't know Anybody who wants to work with them's Mom's!
He Loved you with all his Heart.And You are The One,who made this Heart so Kind, So Beautiful,so Giving,so Generous,so Loving.It's all You,Teresa.
You adopted 3 girls,that wasn't even realated to you,and Vincent in your life for a reason,-- he is in good hand's.
I'm blessed,happy to know You,my lovely.Maybe I don't call you as much,but I want you to know,that you always in my heart,Forever.I love You,Teresa.Happy Mother's Day
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTOR! / Silvina Hernani (sister)
Hey Vic, i just wanted to wish you the best on this very special day! Today we are going to get together at tia's house to celebrate your birthday, most of the family will be there. I miss you so much victor, everybody does. I have met some of your friends that u had at picture head! Tio jorge got me a job there as a p.a. I have been working there about a month now, all i been hearing are nice things about you! Everybody misses you. They tell me that you were a great buddy to have. Some of them also tell me that they have pictures of you in their office. From what i see your friends were so happy that you were in their lives. Vic, you were loved by everyone! I had a dream about you not too long ago, that you came to visit us and we were so happy to see you. i can't wait for that day to come, when we will all be together again. I know that you are not alone. you have the company of our grandpa and my dad and all the other family members that has passed! i love you so much Victor. -silvi Close
Hola Victor, solo queria desearte mis mejores deseos en el dia que estarias cumpliendo 31, me hubiera gustado mucho haber podido celebrarlo contigo personalmente. hoy tu Mami esta organizando una reunion y toda la familia va a venir para celebrar tu cumpleanios.
Un fuerte abrazo en donde estes primito, siempre te recuerdo.
31 one years ago, you came into my life around this time, 7:36 AM, how many dreams came along with your birth, dreams of a long life, and happy events, but ended too soon at the age of 27, looking back at all those years you have gave me so much during your 27 years of age,, I am a mother who loved you more than anything in this world and I am a grandma who loves your son more than anything in the world too.
Today I am celebrating your life with all the things that you loved the most, I am making empanadas, roast beef, potato salad and regular salad, I will probable make some rice too... all your sisters are coming, grandma and tio Coco, and Daniela too... Jerry is at a seminar, i know you are happy about that, he has found something that is given him the tools to deal with his life, he has you close to his heart and I know he will be missing you more than ever,
In the afternoon we will release your happy birthday balooms with messages to you, I know that those thing are simbolic but it makes us feel that you still are part of our lifes.
I love my child with all my heart, there isn't a day that you are not part of me, my life is a testatmet of you, and my love for you will only die in this earth the day I go and meet you in heaven, till then my adored son, I will let God rejoyse in you and your company,
I am at work and I as go through some old e-mails I stare at the dates, March 25 2004... how do I put in words what it is in my heart... 4 years ago you were alive, doing great and happy, looking out for a bright future... so many dreams broken my child, so many things for you to experience.... as we prepare for our trip to visit our family in Italy, I wonder how exited you would have been to come to this trip with us...
I am trying to focus on the present and not to question the past for I don't know if could have been worst than what it is today... what I know for sure is that you are missed so very much ...
I really long to hold you and hug you... your phone calls and your wit... the way you made me smile... oh my precious son, where ever you are please look out for all of us specially your son, he is the light of my life and I love with all my heart.
Please know my baby that my love for you will reach out to you even in the eternity.
It been a while since the last time I wrote to you, I have been in a quiet mood, but i have visited yiur baby twice so far, I got some temporary visitations rights and I will be able to see him 4 times a year without interferance... I love him so very much, his hugs and kisses ease my pain and longing for you, I will never stop missing my child but the gift of your son is a precious thing in my life, i hope to live long enough to see him grow up to be a wonderful man, i will never let him down, no matter what the future will bring I will always be by his side...
Life here is the same, the only thing that is missing is youm, I can't find th way to be happy and smile from my heart I go through the motions, some times I just move along others I just curld up in my bed... why you have to die so young, why you were not given another chance? I will never know, at least while I am here... I am sure you are happy where you are, maybe your dad is taking care of you... and Anita, my dad... and all our family that left before you...
I really want to be with you but i must stay for your son, your brother, Erika and her family... and who knows what else is in store for me... the only thing i know is that you are never apart from me an my heart... I love son with all my heart and words can't make justice of this feeling..
Sleep tight my angel and remeber that your mom still loves you as much as you loved me. millions of kisses baby
My adored son, I am heavy hearted, I have been trying to shake it off with no much sucsees, I miss you so much, and i feel so impotent to the things your baby has to endure with his mother, my angel please touch Vinnies mom heart so she will let him enjoy this christmas, he is a wonderful baby and deserves the best, help me do the right things for him i love him with all my heart... today is noche buena, the family is here I put a picture of you in the dinning room and it almost got burn, did you try to tell me something... I am not in tune these days, I am wearing the mask so no one can see my pain, but rest assure that you are in my mind day and night... If Jesus has a b-day party i am sure you are there having fun please tell him to give you permition to visit me and your baby... ... I love my son words can't even express how much... Merry christmas to you angel, you are in me and thru me you will always be remebered..XOXOXOXOX
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