Querido sobrino... / Gladys Hernani (tia)
Hoy quisiera decirte y contarte que... es muy grande el dolor que se siente al saber que partiste, sé que estás en un plano espiritual y desde allí velas y cuidas a tu querida mamá y hermano Jerry y a la vez cuidas de todos nosotros , junto a nuestra querida Anita, mi querida Ceci, tu tio Daniel, tu Papá y toda nuestra familia que partió... Pedile a Dios para que tu mami , pueda tener conformidad, valor y mucha fuerza, para superar todos sus sufrimientos y pesares, acompañala siempre y protéjela en cada momento de su vida, para que tenga el aliento necesario para seguir luchando y seguir adelante... A pesar de haberte conocido de pequeño y no haber disfrutado algunos momentos familiares con vos , te quiero , pues llevas mi sangre y sos parte de mi familia... Que Dios te tenga en la gloria!!!!....tu tia que te recuerda con amor....Gladys. Close
I love You / Mom
My beloved son, I miss you so much that its hard to say it... I was driving today by Culver Blvd... all those familiar places that you used to drive too, I saw an ambulance and the coroner van, all of a sudden the memories of your passing come crashing into my mind, why you have to die so young ... we had made so many plans for the future... I need you son, I am so lonely and sad with out you... you not only were my son but you were my best friend, you gave me the strenght to go on living, I miss your daily phone calls, like you used to say "Just checking up on you mom".... no body does that any more...you were happy to hear my voice... so many times I did not paid attention at what you were saying to me... why did I did that? I took you for granted, thinking that you always will be around... your beautiful smile and your quick sence of humor... I feel 100 years old, my body is so sore and heavy with the pain I feel, I love you my dear child.... if you can see from above please send me a message... come in my dream to easy my heavy heart... this weekend I going to fill out the paper work for Vincent... I pray that he is your baby with all my heart... it could have been easier but she is not very aprochable... nothing like we planned...but knowing that is yours for sure will make my pain more beareable... I love you today and forever.... your mom Teresita Close
15 Months / Mom
My Victitor, 15 months ago a day just like today on a Monday afternoon I got the horrible news, I wish they could have told me you were sick, it was to late for me, I found your baetiful body lifeless, and my life became sort of like that... living or learning to live without your precense is very hard, but as the days are passing your surprise gift to me Vincent is warming up my heart, las Saturday on my birthday, he came and visit with his Grandma Margie he had such a good time, people think he looks like you, he is almost 15 months, and very happy, I thank you son for that gift, you always manage to lit up my day when the darkness hours come... yesterday Casey come to visit, he misses you and told me to tell you that you are and always be his best friend, he has long forgotten your disagreements and he loves you very much...Erika got engaged on Saturday night... she seems to be happy, I gave Freddy the talk last night, and asked him to formaly come and ask for her hand in marriage... they think I am to old fasion but you know those things are important... Xenia, misses you very much she has been sick and depress about you... everyone at your work still remember you with love and says the nices things about you... Mariela is in Argentina visiting her family...granda too.... Jerry is working at the music place, he gave me a perfume for my birthday, he was so sweet... he went and check out wich one I was running low and gave that one... he and I are getting along better... as for me, you know that I am counting the days for us to be together again... my loving son I hope with all my heart that you are happy and surrounded by your Dad, and cousing Anita, that you got to know them and having a great time... i will look out for your baby and love him as much as I can... we will do the DNA soon... I miss you so much my baby, I would have trade places with you any time... but remember that my love for you goes on beyond this life. You will never be forgotten as long I am here to remind everyone about you... Love you forever and ever my son. Mom Close
14th Months / Mom
My beloved son, 14th Months ago a day like today, on a Monday afternoon, I received the most devastated news of my life, it changed my life forever... how many regrets I have of that day... around 8:15 in the morning of that day, I though about you... why I did not called you my darling, I don't know, ...I think you went to sleep at that time, maybe I could have listen to your voice one last time, we would hung up the phone with those familiar words to us "I love Mom" "I love you son"... I know that God has a plan for all of us, nothing is moved without his knowlegde or his wants... I have to trust Him that your time was finish in this earth, my heart aches so much because I miss you, I miss your laughter and your kind sence of humor, your eagerness to learn and to be the best that you could be, the thing that keeps me going is that each day that passes is a day closer to you... and I can't wait to be with you again, so I can love you like I loved here... I miss you much my beatiful son, you know that beacuse I tell you so every day, and you know that you are never apart from my mind and heart...please my darling help me go through this day with peace... I love you soooooooooooooooo much today and forever, Mom Close
Remembering you / Mom
My beloved son, your memory is ever present in my mind, as I go throught the day, your beatiful smile keep popping in my head, Oh! my child I will give anything to have you back, to trade places with you... I miss you more each day and I keep asking my self why? Do you know that you have a son? he is the most beatiful thing, unfortunately I don't have to enjoy him as much as I want, his mother is hard to understand... one day she is friendly, the next she ignores me... I am heart broken because this is not what you and I talked about... I wish I could spend time with him alone and love him as much as I want... but it is no possible at this time, maybe when he gets older he would like to get to know me... his name is Vincent Avila, Cristal did not give him your last name... Jerry is working and seems to be doing better, he has a new girlfriend.. her name is Rina, I wish he came back to the church... but is his desicion, the girls are doing fine, Mariela is going to Argentina, to visit her family, Erika and I maybe going to Europe in April Silvina wants to go too... will see if its posible, Victitor I love you so muh and I want to scream to the world that you were the best son any Mother could wish to have. each day that passes its a day closer to be with you.... Sending you millions of hugs and kisses. Mom Close
13 Months / Mom
My beloved son, today is the 13th month since you left this earth, my heart is so heavy with pain and sorrow, I miss you so much,.... are you doing fine? why I not dreamed of you lately? as I walked the hallways of my work today I fought the thoughs of that dreadful Monday when I got the news of your death, my body still fells the numbness of that day ... you know that every day that passes is a day closer to you... this is how I console myself... your presence is always with me in every thing I do. Victor I will trade places with you in a split second, you had so much going for you but I guess God needed you more there that here, I am so lonely with out you, no more of those talks that we had... do you remember our trip to Arizona? I hold on into that memory for survival... I love you my darling and I know you loved me too with every inch of your soul...Mom Close
Say hello / Mom
My dearest and beloved son, tomorrow will be two years since your cousin Anita went to heaven, I remember how heart broken I was and how I prayed to God to protect my kids, little did I knew that 11 months later you were going to follow her... the depht of my sorrow is so profound that words can't expressed... you were not only my first born but my best friend... after all the years of struggle of your youth you became the Man that every mother is proud of... I don't want to torment my self as why this thing had to happen, I just want to be grateful to God for allowing me to be your mother... for those 27 years that I had to love you... for your unconditional love for me and you brother and sisters... for your kind heart and generous spirit... for your strengh and compasion to the less fortunate... I love so much my child... life with out you it is so strange... no more phone calls from you at work... I need to draw from your love the strengh to go on living and be happy until the day that we will meet again... give Anita a big hug and kisses for me I miss her too... her baby boy its getting big and happy ... I miss both of you... loving you forever Mom. Close
Missing you / Mom
My dearest son, I just come back from Miami, your cousin Julita and Hector made my stay very plesant, I spoke of you to everyone, you were with me and in my heart every second, I still ask why you had to die so young...I know that every day that passes I am closer to see you again... I know that you are looking for that reunion too... I love you so very much my dear child... please look put for all of us here. loving you with all my heart, Mom Close
Happy New Year my sweet son, I will be in Miami with your cousin Julita, you are always with me and in me, my love for you is ever growing... I know that no matter were I go you are with me.... Love you so much and miss you more than ever... look out for Jerry while am gpne. XOXOXOXO
hey we miss you........... / Amy& Jeremy ((cousins))Read >>
hey we miss you........... / Amy& Jeremy ((cousins))
wow, its been a year since you left us. but we always keep you in our prayers. even though family gatherings won't be the same, i know you'll be here, laughing at the dumb things we say or do. we really do regret not spending as much time with you. but what we really want to say with all of this is that you will always be missed, no matter what. Close
My Dear and beloved child, Long ago I had a dream, your brother Jerry and I were climbing these golden stairs, they seem like we were heading to heaven, all of sudden I tripped and fell and my fall caused your brother to fall down too, as we were rolling down the stairs you were there at the bottom with open arms to held us harmless. Today is Christmas Eve, the usual family is coming but your physical presence won't be with us, my dear son please embrace your brother and me with your open arms and hold us tight so we can feel your love and presence around us, I love and miss you more that words can say it. I will forever love you until we meet again.
siempre te tendre en mi corazon!!!! / Julita Hernani (prima)
querido primo, yo se que en donde estas estan los angeles contigo por tu ya te has convertido en uno de ellos,ya que en vida fuiste una persona maravillosa ,fue una lastima no haber podido compartir mucho tiempo contigo,,,siempre estaras en mi corazonnn,con carino tu prima que te ama julita.... Close
BIG VIC’S ANNIVERSARY / Jean-te Fabien (Friend)Read >>
BIG VIC’S ANNIVERSARY / Jean-te Fabien (Friend)
A year has gone…Plenty has changed;
This somber anniversary Takes me back to that day, Four walls closing in My colorful world turned gray.
Moment I got the news Knew nothing ever be the same, Roaming the streets (pissed off) Looking for any target to blame.
A whole year later And the words still seem so strange, Try to utter the words But emotions throw me into a tumultuous rage.
I ask God why He took you before the end of life’s ride, But the GOOD DIE YOUNG So I’d understand why he’d want you by his side.
The gloomy thoughts Still brings so much strife, So today I won’t mourn BIG VIC’S death, But celebrate my brother’s life… Close
one year and he's missed more than ever / Morgan Coxwell (friend/co-worker)
Victor and i became great friends, with Victor im sure that came easy, while working together at Picture Head. His sense of humor and endearing smile were a mere subtle repesentation of what a wonderful person and valued friend he became. So many memories resonate, all of which evoke a chuckle or smile even on a day such as this.
Can you see the change in me? It may not be so obvious to you I participate in family activities. I attend family reunions.. I help plan holiday meals. You tell me you're glad to see that I don't cry anymore. But I do cry! When everyone has gone - when it is safe- the tears fall. I cry in privacy so my family won't worry. I cry until I am exhausted and can finally sleep. You tell me you admire my strength and my positive attitude. But I am not strong, I feel that I have lost control; and I panic when I think about tomorrow.... next week.... next year. I go about the routine of my job. I complete my assigned tasks. I drink coffee and smile. You tell me you are glad to see I'm "over" the death of my loved one. But I'm not "over" it. If I get overit, I will be the same as before my loved one died. I will never be the same.
At times I think I am beginning to heal , but the pain of losing someone I loved so much has left a permanent scar on my heart. I visit my neighbors. You tell me that you're glad to see I'm holding up so well. But I'm not holding up well. Sometimes I want to lock the door and hide from the world. I spend time with my friends, I seem calm and collected. I smile when appropriate. You tell me it's good to see me back to my "old self" But I will never be back to my "old self". Death and grief, have touched my life.... and I am changed forever.
Estás en mis recuerdos... / Gladys Hernani (tia)
Querido sobrino: Hace un año que supimos de tu partida, la cual nos dejó muy tristes , sé que vives en el corazón de todos aquellos que te amábamos, más aún en el de tu querida madre.. Sé que partiste del mundo material , para pasar a un plano espiritual, y es desde alli donde donde vas a velar por ella que es la que más te necesita y desde alli vas a cuidarla y protegerla ... A pesar de haber compartido parte de tu infancia , mis recuerdos son los de un niño dulce , vi tus fotos y siempre conservaste esa dulzura a pesar de los años transcurridos... Querido Victor, ahora estás descansando al lado de nuestra, Anita y de mi Cecilita y demás familia que partió, el recuerdo de ellos siempre permanecerá latente en nuestros corazones... tu tia ...Gladys Close
Descansá en Paz por siempre / Alex (Primo ( Cousin) )Read >>
Descansá en Paz por siempre / Alex (Primo ( Cousin) )
Ya hace un año me sorprendía mucho la noticia de tu desaparición de nuestro mundo . Lamentablemente no tuvimos el contacto suficiente de conocernos más debido a la distancia , pero me voy a quedar con el recuerdo de las pocas veces en que compartimos algún que otro juego o travesura y las veces en que te defendíamos con mi hermano Martín cuando otros chicos te molestaban en "la plaza" , de estar con nosotros ahora vos serías el que nos defenderías . Si este mensaje llega a vos sólo te pido que ayudes a tu mamá y a tu hermano por sobretodo , además de todas las persdonas que te querían mucho y de eso estoy seguro de que eran muchas . Nacimos en el mismo año y la vida deparó en que tu camino culmine hace un año , pero sólo culminó de esta vida ...sé que hay mucho por recorrer aún y espero puedas cumplir de alguna forma todas las cosas que te propusiste en esta vida estés dónde estés .En mi camino quedará grabado por siempre tu recuerdo infinito así como el de nuestros primos . Alex Close
Beautiful tribute / Bonni Smith (friend of mom )Read >>
Beautiful tribute / Bonni Smith (friend of mom )
Teresa, This is a beautiful tribute to your son. It is very evident how much love was shared by you and your son. -Bonni Close